And so christmas is almost over..

Drowning in my own thoughts. Wanting to escape my life from choices that lie ahead. Need some music to calm me down..

New chances, Merry Christmas!

So, here it begins. Almost the beginning of a new year. A new start, new chances and oppertunities.
How will it work out for us? How will the economy evolve itself? We're all excited!

This new year means chances and new memories for me. Creating the memories i want to have and the things i want to learn. Allready thinking about summer and next year's christmas, i wonder. What choices will i make and will i cross myself upon? Will i find the roads i want to take or am i just going to take the roundabout, over and over again?
I can only find that out for myself!
But untill then, a very Merry Christmas and a Happy Newyear. May happiness overflow the lives you live and give us all courage for the choices that lie ahead!

Ever listened to a song and you really get into that song?
Like it's the right time to listen that song.
Love it when that happens. Had it today when i was biking to work.
It made me feel happy and lightheaded.

Summerplans

Remember when we used to sit in the park, not giving a shit about giving a shit?
Let's do that again this summer!
I look forward to have a lot of picknicks in the parc.
I'll bring some nice buns and fruits etc. after i've worked. I'll hop on my bike and go to friends having a nice lunch, enjoying outdoors and the good weather.
Play some frisbee, make some music, meeting new people..

It all comes down to the summer, This is it.
And not as in the Michael Jackson version, but this is it.
The way life should be.
Just enjoying how young we are and the abilities we have and capability of going everywhere we want to go and exploring new city's.

Oh man.

I feel like dancing right now!
* Jackass scene *

When the grass turns greener

You say you're happy, but are you? You say you're life is great, and act like it too.
But from the looks of your face i can tell you're dissapointed in life, waiting till something big turns up to knock you of your feet.
You say you're life is in balance, but i can tell by the looks on your face this isn't the right balance.

Your emotions are fake, you show different colours.
You feel sad when you act happy, and happy when you're sad.
You say you're friends are reliable, but you know they aren't. You know they're talking about you. You know you can't trust them with even the simpelest things.
You know that.
Then why are you still living in that fake world with your fake friends and fake faces.
You say you're happy with your life.

But tell me,
Are you?

Reality is pure Illusion

Caught myself twisting reality today.
Sometimes things look better when you dream them, but the dreams got terrifying endings that you want to stick with reality.
But reality can be a big lie if you diverge from your path and make your own paths.
But then again, everything you say, do, or think is planned.
Looking back at your past, you think back of all the horror's that you've been through, or the horror's you haven't been through.
People say that if they could change the past they would undo their mistakes.
But look at yourself now.
Where do you stand? Who are you in your own cociëty?
The choices you've made in the past are nothing but obvious choices.

Never say you want to change your past, don't undo the mistakes,

Just make the choices..

Blinded by Lights

I keep getting myself stuck in my head, my thoughts, my feelings..

When i bike across the sea, the vieuw still amuses my eyes with it's shores and it's beautifull boats.
The sun shining on the water.. The birds sitting on the water, peddling with their funny feet.
The trees making themselves ready for spring..
Ah, spring..
That's where it all happens.. The magicall things.
You find yourself amused with all the pretty buttons on the branches of the old trees, persuiting their destiny. To multiply itself again and give birth to yet another generation of these beautifull and stunning things.

Have you ever caught yourselve gasping at your surrounding, looking at it's beauty?
That happens to me every day.